Sometimes I think this internet malarkey is a bit too scary and people can just get to you anywhere, at any time...

And yet I purposely choose to keep a weblog... what on earth is going on here?? Hmmmm: interesting. Rub my chin a lot.


It's OK when you want people to be in touch with you. But when you're not ready or prepared for it, when you're not able to say 'no' or shut the door for a while and be alone, it can be just awful. Why do you think I keep my mobile phone switched off these days? And when I switch it back on I'm just expecting or not expecting something: hurt or disappointment? Loss and longing: very tricky to deal with.